Bad Faith

from Jar by Luka Buchanan

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So I’m here again
it’s no coincidence
are you here on your own?

I’m not gonna stay
and I didn’t meant to say what I said
I’ll leave the key on the doorstep

and walk away
I walked away and I cried
I cried the whole way

Home
oh, home has changed places again
changed faces again but I’m still the same
I just don’t fit anymore
I’m so much bigger than I ever was before

So I'm here again
what a coincidence
I’m in my corner and you’re in yours

And I’m looking like I’m not looking
But I’m looking, baby
I’m looking at you and yours

Good luck with your loneliness
I’ll be right here on my own
and I’ll be happy on my own
I’m on my own

I’ve been sitting on my phone
for too damn long
giving myself panic attacks
from breathing too hard

Sleeping makes me dizzy
staying up makes me sad
try to wake up in the morning
got the blues so bad

Getting closure for my bitterness
still don’t make me sweet
but I’ve given up on vengeance
put my anger in the back seat

I’m telling you it’s a rollercoaster
micro-dosing trauma
it’s a trauma just to miss you
when I just wanna forget

and I’ve been asthmatic
need to give my lungs a rest
worried about talking too much
with my own damn therapist

I get nervous every morning
can't shake the feeling
that it was bound to happen
now it’s just me and all the healing I’ve done

I used to tell you that I loved you
all the time
and you used to smile
but it never reached your eyes

These days
you smile all the time
but it never reaches
your eyes

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from Jar, released July 1, 2021
Cello by Ben Buchanan

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